There are often times in life that you have to make choices.
Choices that affect the rest of your life and despite what might be intuitive the more options you have you have, the more misery you are in while making your decision. It's like a tennis ball keeps going back and forth in your head measuring the pro and cons of each option.
There is great stress in what if: What if you choose this path and fail? What if you are happy with the choice you make but 10 years from now you wish you had chosen the other? What if you end up disappointing the ones you love?
So you think and seek help and research and finally you choose. The moment of clarity.
I think that when you've reached that point where you think you have weighed the options and made your decision, you should trust yourself that this decision is the best thing you could have done. Best if you not think about the other paths anymore. It's good to have a little peace until the next crossroad comes along, and it does come soon after!